Bird Flu – A conversation with my father *cluck*

Setting the scene:

Me….slumped over the kitchen sick washing today’s and all of yesterdays plates, glasses, cutlery etc….

Conversation:

Dad: oooooh…what’s this…biriyani!! Uff…you got the chicken one!!

Me: yeah…Mehreen got it on the way home….bribery for looking after Sophia

Dad: But why chicken

Me: cause we always eat chicken

Dad: but I don’t want to get sick

Me: Hein! You mean its ok for us to eat chicken but you wont?

Dad: Those who are not scared, eat it….I’m scared

Me: WAT!!! You’d let us eat it but you wont??!??!

Dad: Some one has to be left to make funeral arrangements!!!!!!!!

Zehra (name)

Zehra (variants: Zerah, Zahra, Zahrah, Zarah, Zara, Zaara, Zohra, Zohrah, Zora, Zorrah) is a female given name, that might have a Swahili, Arabic, Hebrew, Greek, Slavic or English origin

It means all of the following:

1) a flower, or to blossom
2) radiance, brilliant, bright or fair
3) dawn or bright as the dawn
4) princess
5) the color white

I love ma name......FUCK ALL OF U WHO MISS-PRONOUNCE N SPELL IT WRONG!

Sunday, oh Sunday....

"My darkness prevails in the absence of your light"

Today….i was home…..in ma room….98% of the day…..i ate…read….watched tv….all by ma own. Was meant to paint…but had no emotion…no motivation..no inspiration

Thoughts of you float by once in a while….and I remembered the flowers. All 5 buds have bloomed and….I finally agree…they look beautiful. I wish one day, I too, would bloom.

Ogake, one of ma closest friends from uni, told me today what lilies mean. It was a strange revelation. Roses symbolize love, Chinese bamboo…harmony…but lilies…..when given to one….means….

"I dare you to love me”

And I do dare you…why won’t u submit! Why cant I break you like you’ve broken me.

Strange thing is….ma name Zehra…in some languages….means Flower, and I know how much you love em….so I ask u….Love this flower too.

Anyways……I again have got ‘clicking-diarrhea’. I showered, did ma hair and makeup and took many new strange pictures, strange as in direction, context, subject and of course the unusual use of blurriness.

Ratty got another chance to pose…hehe…I simply adore him…he is..ma savior when the nites are cold and ma heart is alone. He had the right amount of ‘squeeze’ in him! He tried a strawberry today!! :)

And I read the “Readers Digest”. The cover states “Love Struck”….I think they made a Typo……it should be “LOVE STINKS”

I stopped at the following article….need to read that one tonite…I need to make $$$$$ and get ma own place…move out…live ma own life!!


Stuffed maself with a whole bowlful of fruit. I’m very particular, I hate being interrupted while I eat so I cleaned, deseeded 3 oranges, sliced an apple and tossed in a few strawberries. One word….YUM!

And that was that.....just a fruity-lonely day......in my room....wid Me, Myself and I

Stolen Car (we should be dancing)

OHMIGOD!!!

I have been searchin 4 this song 4 like a few weeks now...finally got it! YEAH BABY!!!

Its a old song of 'Sting' which he has redone wid 'Will I Am'. i just luveeeee it!!! Smacking video as well!!!

"Please take me dancing tonight I've been all on my own
You promised one day we could its, what you said on the phone
I'm just a prisoner of love always hid form the light
Take me dancing, please take me dancing tonight"


This isn't the version i like....its widout Will I Am....but the ones wid him...utube has no embedded code :(




The one i like is : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_cE4dnzLXs

Photographs

Yeah...i know....its been quite a few days that i havn't updated ma blog....believe me...i have sooooo much to write about.....and i will....hopefully tomorrow i will have typing-diarrhea...lols

I been posting pics online as well..need to add more.....i have clickin-diarrhea currently....been takin wayyy tooo many pics.....of MOI! lols....yeah...self obsessed 4 the moment!

Ma life in pics.....

http://www.flickr.com/photos/zehra_khan/