Horoscope

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My horoscope today said that my “spirit is endless”…I would like to believe so.
On second reading…oh gosh….FISHSTICKS!!!

“Your humor takes you to a new direction and achieves strong results”

Yes. I have made a new friend recently…and he scares me!! Why…because it’s like I’m talking to me!!! And if that is even 50% so…then…I’m happy because….that means I’m kewl!! Meaning he’s kewl!! Only reason 4 ma uncontrollable joking and laughing these last few days….and for those who know me really well…..know that I don’t often laugh….let alone smile…I mean….there are sooo many times when I’m joking wid ma friends….we’re web camming…..I’m writing “LOL” and ma face…looks like I’m bout to cry….lols…..(yes…I did just type that widout even a slight up turn of the lip)

“You could be rethinking a decision that involves finances and partnerships,”

DAMM RIGHT I AM!! I am gonna RE-Resign! I cant even take a day off from work widout ppl sayin shit n me stressing bout what’s being done etc. I’m only stayin 4 the monthly income so that I don’t have to depend on ma fmily. But if I leave work…there are sooo many thing I can accomplish this year. Learn German…finish ma driving lessons…finish the number of painting wanna exhibit InshAllah in the next few months. LOSE WEIGHT!!!! Lolsss…….(yes…still no flicker of the lips)

Partnerships…hmm…..well…if its of the personal kind….yes…I have been doin a lot of rethinking. I need something wid a positive outcome. I’m not a child anymore, I need to cut out all the negativity.

“So much confusion! Sort through facts”

Yes I am confused. Zehra….he is not yours….step away from the desire…take many many steps back. Let go…and BREATHE!!! Inhale…exhale….exhale all of him OUT! I need to get him out from under my skin…Get him out from deep within

“Tonight: Remember what is fun in life”

Fun….fun….FUN??...wats fun? Its been too long….I think me forgot!
Definition of FUN…A source of enjoyment, amusement, or pleasure.
LETS GO LOOK FOR SOME FUN!


All in all…..its been a weird few months…need to rectify MANY things.
Need to ERASE many things